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ok, maybe it’s time…

Ok i think maybe it is time i should realise it.

I’ve typed a loooong post. But every point I came out with, I just heard:

Crack.

Crack.

Crack.

Crack.

Then I look down, there it was bleeding all along.

Now thinking about it, the “time” I was given right now, was just a gentle kind gesture, for me to slowly slowly fade away.

Yes, despite the things i’ve done.
What’s even scarier, are the locations I recalled, where I stood alone. Even the places closest to…

VERY HAPPY =) i’m always bubbly, cheerful and happy indeed! =D

Period

It’s very weird, to always miss my periods for like 4 months, sometimes 6 months. And then when it comes, it can last for weeks. Pretty scary actually. Don’t really have any major PMS, even if I do feel down, I think PMS is just an excuse for feeling the way I am, cos I can always get myself distracted to prevent it.

This holiday is lazier the the previous seriously. Maybe because of the weather. The only exercise I got was the 10hours or repainting yh’s living room wall, feels like the aftermath of badminton.

Sometimes I really don’t understand my mum. I tell her my plans to go clubbing or stay over is to INFORM, not to ask for PERMISSION, and I really find it unreasonable for her to say no. Ok fine, I’m the only daughter and it is natural for her to be protective. But come on, I am 21, and seriously, if I am not mature enough to think and protect myself, I will be screwed up by now. But NO, look at me, I am not. If anything is going to happen to me, it would have happened already?

Slacker

I wish time crawls slowly now. No obligations, no worries. It’s like I can sleep anytime without worrying about next day, and I can wake up anytime. oh~ my well deserved holidays after a month of mugging! hehehehehe.

And I only have 4 more of this, actually 3 or less holidays like this to enjoy before I start aging faster, and enter the workforce.

OMG, i wish time stops right now!

Just downloaded some songs into my touch, played games, ate, slept, wah, who gets to live life like this, URGH, i’m so happy being a slacker!

Tomorrow I might be repainting yh’s house, it’s going to be so fun!

Can’t wait for 2012 movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I forgot!

omg how can i forget to take a photo of the view from up there, behind my cake, when all my friends and relatives are gathered, singing birthday song for me!

it was an unforgetable sight! goodness!
HOW CAN I FORGET!

Tired

so everything is over just like that *snap finger*

i’m still trying to get many things settled.. busy busy busy!

havent got a good day rest since exams ended urgh!

OMIGOSH HI!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can’t really describe but it’s like a huge load off my shoulders!
although i slept for only like 3 hours before the paper today, i still had the energy to go out with the oiishians..

we went for lunch at Fish&Co for XL’s super late birthday celebration, and then go cineleisure to play Wii! the games are so limited so it was quite zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

but anyways, exams are over, which means I GET TO DO WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!

thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks! ahahhaa.

In 24 hours and less

Crap the whole post that i’ve posted just gone empty just like that.

Nvm, i was saying yesterday after my paper, i totally felt like shit. because everyone was saying those questions that came out were exactly the same and they just copied their ass off. that moment i feel like i’m going to fail. but i’m sure the hardwork I put in will be paid off. I also pray to God that all my friends will pass their papers.

After the exams, I was no longer in the right mood to study for my next macroecons paper. went lunch with yh at bpp, drop books at my hse, went to alter dress, cut hair, went city hall to buy his stuff, watched my sister’s keeper(totally zzz), aston for dinner(sucks always dont have the side dish i want), and home sweet home.

woke up at 2pm today, slept for more than 12hours, guess I was in total lethargy. haha.

can’t wait to see some great people on friday. i wonder if i have to give a speech after my cake cutting like some of my friends does. because i won’t know what to say… or maybe i would, impromptu! hmm.. that aside.. i still can’t wait for holidays the most..

back to study!!!!!!!!! last paper last paper!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid

I just realised exam setters will be stupid to use the name Sue as a main person in our law exam questions.

Sue can sue for breach of contract. So confusing! lol.

But either ways, I can always say Sue(S), and S can sue.

ok byebye!

Do you know?

Looking at past messages, and comparing them. I realised how a person can change from being very nice one moment, and very mean the next, like u’re not even close to being a friend.

I think being comfortable with each other is an excuse. Yes, being comfortable with the person, make you more truthful, honest, and you don’t put up a fake front. But if you’re so comfortable, you forgot to spare a thought for others, be polite, kind and courteous, then its your problem isn’t it. It causes unhappiness, fear and arguements.

I wonder, if your mum was around u all the time, and watched the way I behave towards you, will she be glad? Hmm, but if my mum was around me all the time, and watched the way you behave around me, I am sure she’ll not ever let me see you again.

I’m sorry mummy, but i really need this person. No matter how much I have to put up. I don’t care what’s out in the sea. I love this pond.

Anyway, back to studies, and ILOVEYH! haha.